Has anyone heard from...?

I am not a snitch, but a staunch defender of my rights and other's rights when seriously vicious things are said, spread and smearing goes on... I am also not a mean person like these people who don't know me keep spreading, it is nothing but a cruel game and they should be sued for it. The people who really know me know it's not so. The people who don't, don't know the circumstances and things said that may have led up to me (or anyone for that matter) getting angry. It takes a lot to get me mad, I mean alot. And I've been thru lies and bullshit and smearing that would make the toughest suidicidal! I don't know of anyone who would have survived what I've been through. Because of my range of experience and wisdom, I'm one of the sanest most humanitarian people you will ever meet. Not "weird", like so many say to make me hurt or mad.

Here's the rogue's gallery:

David and Bob of City Foods spreading lies about me to people off the street and employees that I'm an asshole and a paranoid schizophrenic--both NOT true! Now lies are being spread about me all over Belltown, Seattle and beyond...help anyone?

Jay who changed his name to Jeremy was stealing to survive in Stepwork's vending initially and the whole time I worked with him. Chris King caught him. He denied it for a long time. I loaned him about $425 to survive and he eventually (a few years later paid most, but not all of it back to me. I think he paid some back to Stepworks too. He was just trying to survive? I think they thought I was too, but I wasn't. It wasn't until 2001, C/Kristina and whole U D incident that I was pushed off the deep end and started borrowing from anger as I spent myself into deep holes to feel better. Then I started paying it back and still am because I don't know what I borrowed. Ernie, from doing the accounting, obviously took thousands and made it really obvious. Why did Peggy think I took $400 thyat one time, I never did. It was just a little here and there to buy food and unecessary things out of compulsion. Hopefully people will come to understand PTSD and OCD. I'm trying to. But that ended 2002-3?

Has anyone heard from Patrick Shepherd or know of his whereabouts? He came into my lidfe approaching me at the Espresso Roma and at the time I was terrified of living/being alone and was for years following that so allowed him to move in, not with good judgement. I was really out of it for years. In the last years of him living with me, I really wanted him to get work and move out. He helped watch my place as I was afraid of break-ins again and did not trust associates of Crystal at the 5 Point Cafe or police or what--I just live in terror... Patrick helped out by being a body in my life and someone I could talk to. He helped cook too. He still owes me a lot of money (I forgave him $5000, but he still owes me $2405)... a wondeful pathological sociopath with some occasional good tendencies (like volunteer work he did for a church). All he succeeded in was being a true narcissist and pathological liar. I believe his stealing from stores in the U District and with his friends caused the police to target me. I was mad at him for it when I finally found out and then would not have anything to do with it. He said not to worry, it was his thing. I couldn't afford to give him a place to stay and pay for all his food. Why didn't he just go to a food bank? I wonder how many lies he has spread about me to try to get out of responsibility of paying me, going to jail, any sociopathic lie he can tell himself that he may believe in terms of his own lies... He also lied and claimed I was abusive?? I never was. He is a pathological liar. And a rat. He smoked for years in my apartment even though I told him not to (great second hand smoke for me) and he used my bed when I told him not to. He broke things of mine and stole money out of containers from me which took me a while to get him to admit...Ironically, I also saved his life from choking by the heimlich maneuver one night.

Patrick and I just talked and I think we can patch things up? He destroyed my life in the U District where I later on learned that he was stealing in U D and all over to take care of his needs both food and alcohol. Why did I get targeted?? I hope he's not spreading lies about me. I hope he pays me back (2-6-10). He needs help for PTSD and to go to A.A. We've talked and made up maybe he will go to therapy finally at Northgate; he needs to stop being so "toxic". These are his own words... As long as he's being honest and not spreading lies be friendly to him and try to help him, he makes mistakes, but he really got a bad deal in life going back to his childhood. We both did.

Does anyone know about Swedish Medical Center's treatment of employees and has it improved from the early to mid 90s? I was the best lead communication's Specialist there and did work above and beyond my job description...but it was a mean and bizarre group of people. A few nice one's but they retired or left early on. Coming from an educated, human rights-oriented, open-minded perspective from Seattle U into a fairly uneducated, weird, linear-tracked crude environment was a wake-up call. It was a world I was never aware of until then. I also was made fun of because I was spiritual and a seeker, where they were more traditional christian, atheist or didn't care about anything outside of their "world". I did what I could by sending letters to the director's right-hand man (Scott ?) to try to help get the engineer's what they needed and were always bitching about. The Director, Don Griffee, just didn't care and wanted to keep everyone afraid, on edge, unable to close the shop (union), and his divide and conquor approach to management made everyone uneasy. On Chris Ledell's behalf, he was right that Don was not a good Director. That was a major reason I refused to join management their when Don and Manager harold tried to insist. Two managers there also tried to lie and hide a serious friable asbestos problem and faked studies. This danger affected all of us and the patients in the hospital. It was brought to some of our attention by licensed contractor's afraid to work there. Manager Harold's response was to me, "well Aaron, we're all going to die someday". This manager was nuts. He was trying to score points with Swedish Hospital and save them some money at all our expense--manager george Kevin's was the one who faked the studies and said there was no problem... A dispatcher (Nancy, they claimed I helped but I did not try to, I knew she'd sink her own ship, it was Chris Ledell who I knew would continue to be the source of my harrassment down the road once she was gone...and I was right) called OSHA in and found out the problem was very serious. I tried to have the problem fixed internally, she just wanted to get back at SMC--she actually was a bad person and worker who happened to do the right thing. Chris and I both knew Nancy was a bad person but the other swingshift engineers just kissed her ass and she was manipulating them to her favor. Chris was also right about Maria (a quick fling that I should never have got involved with but was young and impulsive)--she was a liar and vindictive when I didn't want to be with her anymore, she got mean and started spreading lies about me. Not much later she was no longer at SMC so she must have pissed other's off too. . Chris never liked her and I can see why. She thought nothing of spreading lies about me to hurt me just because I didn't want to get serious with her--weird because she was cheating on her husband. Is Chris Ledell (He tried to make me quit my job and be his personal stockbroker and was so mean about it I had a physical reaction that was very serious that landed me in the E.R., he was an angry person day to day and week to week, some days he was fine--like "Sybil" you never knew what kind of personality was going to come out sideways at you, Jim Story scared Cindey and I when he just proclaimed "it's time to get new dispatchers"--for no reason--just a power trip, Chris was a gay basher (he spread that I was gay and it turned out he was--he did it just to be mean!)and angry because he was coming out of the closet--he would make weird comments about underwear catalogues getting angry that they stuffed their crotches in front of me and weirded me out--I thought to myself "who cares?!" they just airbrush them--but because Chris felt inferior in some ways he would get angry over weird things and his humor was crude and mean spirited to a level of weirdness I'd never heard (he also spent about a half hour talking to an env. svcs supervisor about me in front of me saying "I should be poking asses!"--I'm straight and that really was too much!!; it continued to get much worse over the years because Chris Ledell was bored--the reason he told his wife on the phone. That justifies his abuse and targeting people? SMC sure didn't care!!! he would try to target other workers and put them down often which I just thought was mean--he needed to look at himself in the mirror (this included Cindey Forgey, Chuck Stevens, Bill Hubbard to name a few--I heard it continued after I was gone to by an engineer who met me at Safeway when I was a tech for the pharmacy and told me another dispatcher had gone to HR to complain about their treatment in the department as well...I tried to stop that but wasn't able to (this was all before Nancy came into the department--it was a hostile work environment); they other engineers just tried to pacify him as I heard him telling Gary Pletz; Chris also told his wife on the phone that he was just bored and that is why he had the other's target me etc, Chuck Stevens even wanted him to stop and Chris said no!, Chris also hated the fact I helped get the HR dept to hold a meeting about the acceptance of gay rights in the department of engineering and of course they targeted me (guess they didn't like human rights then at Swedish Engineering--there are so many details of the hostile work environment there that it is truly hard to name them all, Jim Story, Norm Peach, then Mike Eddy, Chuck Stevens, Maria, Cindey Forgey, etc. it built over time and people like Chris Ledell set the tone (the issues where he burned the bridge with me started before Nancy)--eventually like a good 'ol boy club they just act as a group and turn on you and they destroy you. HR dept will not let you transfer or get a different job, shift, anything.etc. They just help destroy a person such as what I and some other's I know of experienced. and SMC HR dept treating employee's better and is there more humane treatment in general of their employees? ES employees Maria and David were complete liars just trying to get back at me because I didn't want to date them anymore or be friends...they were too weird.

Does anyone know about Safeway's employee Robert Sasnet (egotistical asshole!), etc. and is he treating workers around him better now? That place was bad and a nightmare of lies and social games; not a good place for good, conscientious workers. It was not a difficult job. They did need to train people which they said they didn't do.


Are the police still spreading dirt about me to ruin my reputation or are they apologizing for the damage they've done?? Why would they never talk to me? How was the weird K/Christina (if that is her real name?)able to work with/use the police? Are you quite finished demeaning me illegally and will you stop spreading sh**? Talk to me instead, be mature men amd women about it! Hope they don't try and plant drugs or something in my room and stage a fake raid/search? How protected are we still? Did the police lie to/and or manipulate Crystal?? Or is she just that evil all by herself? I believe Crystal may be a psychopath? all by herself--why else would she have that behavior; she is a friend one minute then targeting me the next out of nowhere like "Faith" character from the Buffy series--seems quite fitting. She will not own up to her harrassment, lies spread (at night I couldn't sleep for many months at night because of people coming from the 5 Point Cafe talking negatively about me saying things that weren't true--esp. at 2 am when alcohol stopped being served--what a coincidence??), bullsh** but is well connected and can pull it off with people who do not know the truth. Shwe will not take responsibility and just spreads lies to "negative toward men" feminist women to dog me when all I was trying to do was make up, get her to stop, and she would not. She just kept spreading gossip and lies... I believe the reason C/Kristina psychopath girl in the U D was mad about a stupid public access tv show and had connections with the street kids and I believe the police and screwed me over and pushed me off the deep end (as I was trying to recover) and got away with it!!!! How does one hold the police accountable, C/Kristina, Crystal Jewell and all those involved? This hate crime/manipulative lie-game almost cost me my life and made me so angry (rage) combined with PTSD which led to OCD which led to my borrowing/paying back money from Stepworks for a short period because I was trying to get something back for everything taken from ME--my dignity, money, job/life, mental health and the list goes on... No one including my family and CPC and psychiatrist believed me because they couldn't understand why anyone would want to hurt me??? I don't to this day. I was nice to all the before mentioned culprits. They should be imprisoned for their lies, smear campaign games and hate crimes!!!!

Is it possible to make up with the police when they are the one's who destroyed me and set me up? They have the SPL setting me up right now with a bunk exclusionary order.

PTSD, depression, high stress into a meltdown do to extreme abuse and duress over long periods of time and then being set up at jobs (Fountain's Cafe and The Seattle Tower, etc.) to force myself, a very hard worker, to lose these jobs. I just pray in the future the police etc. will stop setting me up and lying about me. God help me... If anyone can talk to me about this let me know please...

I don't believe Ernie's story that he used to be police. I think he was an ex-gang member. He spread lies and tried to frame me I believe for all the thousands he stole from Stepworks. He bought sometimes hundreds of dollars of porno at a shop on our truck route, where did this money come from? Why is he allowed to work security after the thousands he stole? Ernie started social games by saying I was abusive to new trainees I was working with; it was a lie--I did nothing but help Ernie in every way including taking him to clinics and the hospital on the job. What is it with all these lies??? What a liar and a rat! Thanks Peggy for sticking me with him...

When will Jim Ware continue paying back the thousands of dollars (not certain of exact amount because he has the books with our work times in it) he owes me from working at The Seattle Tower??

Mark Kachel was a liar and I helped him as much as I could but his screaming abscenities do to his lack of dexterity in the job process combined with sexually harrassing women led to him having to be permanently fired by my bosses--mainly Larry. Maybe Peggy was afraid of him? What a liar and a rat!

Robert Cloud was a snake as well. After helping save his life and help him in general, he ended up spreading lies about me as well. He should be permanently kicked out of CPC Clubhouse and sued for slander. Why would someone lie, sexually harrass Victoria, and try to divide me from my friends and invite himself over to my place when he is not invited? Why would Peggy want me to be friends with him? What a rat!

I feel bad about borrowing money from Stepworks vending but since a year and half of being targeted for no reason in the U District and being destroyed, i went into a periods of crazy OCD spending and deeep into debt and so had to borrow some money to survive. I blacked out thru the targeting and harrassment from the U D before borrowing money (it was Jay/Jeremy who did, including from me) and do not know if I still owe anything. I've still been repaying amounts but don't know the balance? What was done to me in the U D was a capital crime in my book, senseless/unnecessary, and about the worst thing a person could do--pushing someone deep into OCD and putting themselves deep intoi debt and the having to figure out how to pay it back, survive. I did the best I could. That would have neve3r happened if what was done to me by the psycho Christina and the police had not been done to me. That should have been done to Patrick (who still owes me thousands...)

It turns out The 5 Point Cafe and Bar are allowed to cause hate crimes, spread smear campaigns with no consequence just to save themselves. Justice and the Constitution are dead!!

Have solidarity and together we can stand up for human rights in this extremely abusive and questionable age!