We live in grim times and people just keep on spreading lies and hate and targeting people here...and why won't people keep their promises to pay money owed when it's in the thousands...that's big time thievery.
C/Kristina (if this was her real name, Dino thought it was) the psychopathic blond (then 17 yo, long blond hair, glasses, may go by a different name/sex?)from the U District circa 2001 was a stalker and stalked me to Belltown. If anyone has her whereabouts turn her in please!
Why do the police keep targeting me?? I was set up by C/Kristina and I believe Ernie (he wanted to get involved control of the accounting toward the end of when he was there in a very controlling manner I believe to cook the books) was saying from the start to people I worked with that I was mean to him and I never was...polygraph me if you don't believe me. I'm nice and kind to everyone until they mess with me and am cruel to me for too long. Who lied to Crystal or got her to hate me back when we were on good terms when I was nothing but nice and a good tipper to everyone at The 5 Point Cafe and Bar--this has me mystified to this day...please help me solve this...
We saw the MOHAI exhibit on hate groups, surveillance, FBI and police corruption (some police are good I'm sure but they can't talk) and injustice and groups trying to fight for our rights and deal with corporate control and abuses. We recommend it!
No it's not in my head, people just keep spreading lies about me that I'm not right and need to leave--these are bold face lies, tell them to quit spreading lies...these people do not know me! It is a smear campaign to try to get me to move. The people involved in the smear campaign need to move!!! They should be charged accordingly for slander and conspiracy. People from the 5 Point cafe keep spreading lies like I'm stupid, or afraid to lose face, that I'm a paranoid schizophrenic--not true, all lies. Letia at Cafe Bella and Bob at City Foods have also been spreading lies for a long time. My friends and I have tried to get them to stop, they won't, we don't know what to do. This cruelty just ramps up the stress to unbearable levels. It is not in my mind, but when dealing with schizoaffective disorder and PTSD, this kind of abuse can cause me to hear things and become uncertain. It is a psychological crime for them to be allowed to do it and then to let these people spreading it thru the strreets get away with it. The system must be completely corrupt. This is an issue Bill Moyer's should deal with on his channel 9 show. They are cowards and won't talk to me about why they are doing this? Help.
Aaron
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Friday, February 26, 2010
Has anyone heard from...?
I am not a snitch, but a staunch defender of my rights and other's rights when seriously vicious things are said, spread and smearing goes on... I am also not a mean person like these people who don't know me keep spreading, it is nothing but a cruel game and they should be sued for it. The people who really know me know it's not so. The people who don't, don't know the circumstances and things said that may have led up to me (or anyone for that matter) getting angry. It takes a lot to get me mad, I mean alot. And I've been thru lies and bullshit and smearing that would make the toughest suidicidal! I don't know of anyone who would have survived what I've been through. Because of my range of experience and wisdom, I'm one of the sanest most humanitarian people you will ever meet. Not "weird", like so many say to make me hurt or mad.
Here's the rogue's gallery:
David and Bob of City Foods spreading lies about me to people off the street and employees that I'm an asshole and a paranoid schizophrenic--both NOT true! Now lies are being spread about me all over Belltown, Seattle and beyond...help anyone?
Jay who changed his name to Jeremy was stealing to survive in Stepwork's vending initially and the whole time I worked with him. Chris King caught him. He denied it for a long time. I loaned him about $425 to survive and he eventually (a few years later paid most, but not all of it back to me. I think he paid some back to Stepworks too. He was just trying to survive? I think they thought I was too, but I wasn't. It wasn't until 2001, C/Kristina and whole U D incident that I was pushed off the deep end and started borrowing from anger as I spent myself into deep holes to feel better. Then I started paying it back and still am because I don't know what I borrowed. Ernie, from doing the accounting, obviously took thousands and made it really obvious. Why did Peggy think I took $400 thyat one time, I never did. It was just a little here and there to buy food and unecessary things out of compulsion. Hopefully people will come to understand PTSD and OCD. I'm trying to. But that ended 2002-3?
Has anyone heard from Patrick Shepherd or know of his whereabouts? He came into my lidfe approaching me at the Espresso Roma and at the time I was terrified of living/being alone and was for years following that so allowed him to move in, not with good judgement. I was really out of it for years. In the last years of him living with me, I really wanted him to get work and move out. He helped watch my place as I was afraid of break-ins again and did not trust associates of Crystal at the 5 Point Cafe or police or what--I just live in terror... Patrick helped out by being a body in my life and someone I could talk to. He helped cook too. He still owes me a lot of money (I forgave him $5000, but he still owes me $2405)... a wondeful pathological sociopath with some occasional good tendencies (like volunteer work he did for a church). All he succeeded in was being a true narcissist and pathological liar. I believe his stealing from stores in the U District and with his friends caused the police to target me. I was mad at him for it when I finally found out and then would not have anything to do with it. He said not to worry, it was his thing. I couldn't afford to give him a place to stay and pay for all his food. Why didn't he just go to a food bank? I wonder how many lies he has spread about me to try to get out of responsibility of paying me, going to jail, any sociopathic lie he can tell himself that he may believe in terms of his own lies... He also lied and claimed I was abusive?? I never was. He is a pathological liar. And a rat. He smoked for years in my apartment even though I told him not to (great second hand smoke for me) and he used my bed when I told him not to. He broke things of mine and stole money out of containers from me which took me a while to get him to admit...Ironically, I also saved his life from choking by the heimlich maneuver one night.
Patrick and I just talked and I think we can patch things up? He destroyed my life in the U District where I later on learned that he was stealing in U D and all over to take care of his needs both food and alcohol. Why did I get targeted?? I hope he's not spreading lies about me. I hope he pays me back (2-6-10). He needs help for PTSD and to go to A.A. We've talked and made up maybe he will go to therapy finally at Northgate; he needs to stop being so "toxic". These are his own words... As long as he's being honest and not spreading lies be friendly to him and try to help him, he makes mistakes, but he really got a bad deal in life going back to his childhood. We both did.
Does anyone know about Swedish Medical Center's treatment of employees and has it improved from the early to mid 90s? I was the best lead communication's Specialist there and did work above and beyond my job description...but it was a mean and bizarre group of people. A few nice one's but they retired or left early on. Coming from an educated, human rights-oriented, open-minded perspective from Seattle U into a fairly uneducated, weird, linear-tracked crude environment was a wake-up call. It was a world I was never aware of until then. I also was made fun of because I was spiritual and a seeker, where they were more traditional christian, atheist or didn't care about anything outside of their "world". I did what I could by sending letters to the director's right-hand man (Scott ?) to try to help get the engineer's what they needed and were always bitching about. The Director, Don Griffee, just didn't care and wanted to keep everyone afraid, on edge, unable to close the shop (union), and his divide and conquor approach to management made everyone uneasy. On Chris Ledell's behalf, he was right that Don was not a good Director. That was a major reason I refused to join management their when Don and Manager harold tried to insist. Two managers there also tried to lie and hide a serious friable asbestos problem and faked studies. This danger affected all of us and the patients in the hospital. It was brought to some of our attention by licensed contractor's afraid to work there. Manager Harold's response was to me, "well Aaron, we're all going to die someday". This manager was nuts. He was trying to score points with Swedish Hospital and save them some money at all our expense--manager george Kevin's was the one who faked the studies and said there was no problem... A dispatcher (Nancy, they claimed I helped but I did not try to, I knew she'd sink her own ship, it was Chris Ledell who I knew would continue to be the source of my harrassment down the road once she was gone...and I was right) called OSHA in and found out the problem was very serious. I tried to have the problem fixed internally, she just wanted to get back at SMC--she actually was a bad person and worker who happened to do the right thing. Chris and I both knew Nancy was a bad person but the other swingshift engineers just kissed her ass and she was manipulating them to her favor. Chris was also right about Maria (a quick fling that I should never have got involved with but was young and impulsive)--she was a liar and vindictive when I didn't want to be with her anymore, she got mean and started spreading lies about me. Not much later she was no longer at SMC so she must have pissed other's off too. . Chris never liked her and I can see why. She thought nothing of spreading lies about me to hurt me just because I didn't want to get serious with her--weird because she was cheating on her husband. Is Chris Ledell (He tried to make me quit my job and be his personal stockbroker and was so mean about it I had a physical reaction that was very serious that landed me in the E.R., he was an angry person day to day and week to week, some days he was fine--like "Sybil" you never knew what kind of personality was going to come out sideways at you, Jim Story scared Cindey and I when he just proclaimed "it's time to get new dispatchers"--for no reason--just a power trip, Chris was a gay basher (he spread that I was gay and it turned out he was--he did it just to be mean!)and angry because he was coming out of the closet--he would make weird comments about underwear catalogues getting angry that they stuffed their crotches in front of me and weirded me out--I thought to myself "who cares?!" they just airbrush them--but because Chris felt inferior in some ways he would get angry over weird things and his humor was crude and mean spirited to a level of weirdness I'd never heard (he also spent about a half hour talking to an env. svcs supervisor about me in front of me saying "I should be poking asses!"--I'm straight and that really was too much!!; it continued to get much worse over the years because Chris Ledell was bored--the reason he told his wife on the phone. That justifies his abuse and targeting people? SMC sure didn't care!!! he would try to target other workers and put them down often which I just thought was mean--he needed to look at himself in the mirror (this included Cindey Forgey, Chuck Stevens, Bill Hubbard to name a few--I heard it continued after I was gone to by an engineer who met me at Safeway when I was a tech for the pharmacy and told me another dispatcher had gone to HR to complain about their treatment in the department as well...I tried to stop that but wasn't able to (this was all before Nancy came into the department--it was a hostile work environment); they other engineers just tried to pacify him as I heard him telling Gary Pletz; Chris also told his wife on the phone that he was just bored and that is why he had the other's target me etc, Chuck Stevens even wanted him to stop and Chris said no!, Chris also hated the fact I helped get the HR dept to hold a meeting about the acceptance of gay rights in the department of engineering and of course they targeted me (guess they didn't like human rights then at Swedish Engineering--there are so many details of the hostile work environment there that it is truly hard to name them all, Jim Story, Norm Peach, then Mike Eddy, Chuck Stevens, Maria, Cindey Forgey, etc. it built over time and people like Chris Ledell set the tone (the issues where he burned the bridge with me started before Nancy)--eventually like a good 'ol boy club they just act as a group and turn on you and they destroy you. HR dept will not let you transfer or get a different job, shift, anything.etc. They just help destroy a person such as what I and some other's I know of experienced. and SMC HR dept treating employee's better and is there more humane treatment in general of their employees? ES employees Maria and David were complete liars just trying to get back at me because I didn't want to date them anymore or be friends...they were too weird.
Does anyone know about Safeway's employee Robert Sasnet (egotistical asshole!), etc. and is he treating workers around him better now? That place was bad and a nightmare of lies and social games; not a good place for good, conscientious workers. It was not a difficult job. They did need to train people which they said they didn't do.
Are the police still spreading dirt about me to ruin my reputation or are they apologizing for the damage they've done?? Why would they never talk to me? How was the weird K/Christina (if that is her real name?)able to work with/use the police? Are you quite finished demeaning me illegally and will you stop spreading sh**? Talk to me instead, be mature men amd women about it! Hope they don't try and plant drugs or something in my room and stage a fake raid/search? How protected are we still? Did the police lie to/and or manipulate Crystal?? Or is she just that evil all by herself? I believe Crystal may be a psychopath? all by herself--why else would she have that behavior; she is a friend one minute then targeting me the next out of nowhere like "Faith" character from the Buffy series--seems quite fitting. She will not own up to her harrassment, lies spread (at night I couldn't sleep for many months at night because of people coming from the 5 Point Cafe talking negatively about me saying things that weren't true--esp. at 2 am when alcohol stopped being served--what a coincidence??), bullsh** but is well connected and can pull it off with people who do not know the truth. Shwe will not take responsibility and just spreads lies to "negative toward men" feminist women to dog me when all I was trying to do was make up, get her to stop, and she would not. She just kept spreading gossip and lies... I believe the reason C/Kristina psychopath girl in the U D was mad about a stupid public access tv show and had connections with the street kids and I believe the police and screwed me over and pushed me off the deep end (as I was trying to recover) and got away with it!!!! How does one hold the police accountable, C/Kristina, Crystal Jewell and all those involved? This hate crime/manipulative lie-game almost cost me my life and made me so angry (rage) combined with PTSD which led to OCD which led to my borrowing/paying back money from Stepworks for a short period because I was trying to get something back for everything taken from ME--my dignity, money, job/life, mental health and the list goes on... No one including my family and CPC and psychiatrist believed me because they couldn't understand why anyone would want to hurt me??? I don't to this day. I was nice to all the before mentioned culprits. They should be imprisoned for their lies, smear campaign games and hate crimes!!!!
Is it possible to make up with the police when they are the one's who destroyed me and set me up? They have the SPL setting me up right now with a bunk exclusionary order.
PTSD, depression, high stress into a meltdown do to extreme abuse and duress over long periods of time and then being set up at jobs (Fountain's Cafe and The Seattle Tower, etc.) to force myself, a very hard worker, to lose these jobs. I just pray in the future the police etc. will stop setting me up and lying about me. God help me... If anyone can talk to me about this let me know please...
I don't believe Ernie's story that he used to be police. I think he was an ex-gang member. He spread lies and tried to frame me I believe for all the thousands he stole from Stepworks. He bought sometimes hundreds of dollars of porno at a shop on our truck route, where did this money come from? Why is he allowed to work security after the thousands he stole? Ernie started social games by saying I was abusive to new trainees I was working with; it was a lie--I did nothing but help Ernie in every way including taking him to clinics and the hospital on the job. What is it with all these lies??? What a liar and a rat! Thanks Peggy for sticking me with him...
When will Jim Ware continue paying back the thousands of dollars (not certain of exact amount because he has the books with our work times in it) he owes me from working at The Seattle Tower??
Mark Kachel was a liar and I helped him as much as I could but his screaming abscenities do to his lack of dexterity in the job process combined with sexually harrassing women led to him having to be permanently fired by my bosses--mainly Larry. Maybe Peggy was afraid of him? What a liar and a rat!
Robert Cloud was a snake as well. After helping save his life and help him in general, he ended up spreading lies about me as well. He should be permanently kicked out of CPC Clubhouse and sued for slander. Why would someone lie, sexually harrass Victoria, and try to divide me from my friends and invite himself over to my place when he is not invited? Why would Peggy want me to be friends with him? What a rat!
I feel bad about borrowing money from Stepworks vending but since a year and half of being targeted for no reason in the U District and being destroyed, i went into a periods of crazy OCD spending and deeep into debt and so had to borrow some money to survive. I blacked out thru the targeting and harrassment from the U D before borrowing money (it was Jay/Jeremy who did, including from me) and do not know if I still owe anything. I've still been repaying amounts but don't know the balance? What was done to me in the U D was a capital crime in my book, senseless/unnecessary, and about the worst thing a person could do--pushing someone deep into OCD and putting themselves deep intoi debt and the having to figure out how to pay it back, survive. I did the best I could. That would have neve3r happened if what was done to me by the psycho Christina and the police had not been done to me. That should have been done to Patrick (who still owes me thousands...)
It turns out The 5 Point Cafe and Bar are allowed to cause hate crimes, spread smear campaigns with no consequence just to save themselves. Justice and the Constitution are dead!!
Have solidarity and together we can stand up for human rights in this extremely abusive and questionable age!
Here's the rogue's gallery:
David and Bob of City Foods spreading lies about me to people off the street and employees that I'm an asshole and a paranoid schizophrenic--both NOT true! Now lies are being spread about me all over Belltown, Seattle and beyond...help anyone?
Jay who changed his name to Jeremy was stealing to survive in Stepwork's vending initially and the whole time I worked with him. Chris King caught him. He denied it for a long time. I loaned him about $425 to survive and he eventually (a few years later paid most, but not all of it back to me. I think he paid some back to Stepworks too. He was just trying to survive? I think they thought I was too, but I wasn't. It wasn't until 2001, C/Kristina and whole U D incident that I was pushed off the deep end and started borrowing from anger as I spent myself into deep holes to feel better. Then I started paying it back and still am because I don't know what I borrowed. Ernie, from doing the accounting, obviously took thousands and made it really obvious. Why did Peggy think I took $400 thyat one time, I never did. It was just a little here and there to buy food and unecessary things out of compulsion. Hopefully people will come to understand PTSD and OCD. I'm trying to. But that ended 2002-3?
Has anyone heard from Patrick Shepherd or know of his whereabouts? He came into my lidfe approaching me at the Espresso Roma and at the time I was terrified of living/being alone and was for years following that so allowed him to move in, not with good judgement. I was really out of it for years. In the last years of him living with me, I really wanted him to get work and move out. He helped watch my place as I was afraid of break-ins again and did not trust associates of Crystal at the 5 Point Cafe or police or what--I just live in terror... Patrick helped out by being a body in my life and someone I could talk to. He helped cook too. He still owes me a lot of money (I forgave him $5000, but he still owes me $2405)... a wondeful pathological sociopath with some occasional good tendencies (like volunteer work he did for a church). All he succeeded in was being a true narcissist and pathological liar. I believe his stealing from stores in the U District and with his friends caused the police to target me. I was mad at him for it when I finally found out and then would not have anything to do with it. He said not to worry, it was his thing. I couldn't afford to give him a place to stay and pay for all his food. Why didn't he just go to a food bank? I wonder how many lies he has spread about me to try to get out of responsibility of paying me, going to jail, any sociopathic lie he can tell himself that he may believe in terms of his own lies... He also lied and claimed I was abusive?? I never was. He is a pathological liar. And a rat. He smoked for years in my apartment even though I told him not to (great second hand smoke for me) and he used my bed when I told him not to. He broke things of mine and stole money out of containers from me which took me a while to get him to admit...Ironically, I also saved his life from choking by the heimlich maneuver one night.
Patrick and I just talked and I think we can patch things up? He destroyed my life in the U District where I later on learned that he was stealing in U D and all over to take care of his needs both food and alcohol. Why did I get targeted?? I hope he's not spreading lies about me. I hope he pays me back (2-6-10). He needs help for PTSD and to go to A.A. We've talked and made up maybe he will go to therapy finally at Northgate; he needs to stop being so "toxic". These are his own words... As long as he's being honest and not spreading lies be friendly to him and try to help him, he makes mistakes, but he really got a bad deal in life going back to his childhood. We both did.
Does anyone know about Swedish Medical Center's treatment of employees and has it improved from the early to mid 90s? I was the best lead communication's Specialist there and did work above and beyond my job description...but it was a mean and bizarre group of people. A few nice one's but they retired or left early on. Coming from an educated, human rights-oriented, open-minded perspective from Seattle U into a fairly uneducated, weird, linear-tracked crude environment was a wake-up call. It was a world I was never aware of until then. I also was made fun of because I was spiritual and a seeker, where they were more traditional christian, atheist or didn't care about anything outside of their "world". I did what I could by sending letters to the director's right-hand man (Scott ?) to try to help get the engineer's what they needed and were always bitching about. The Director, Don Griffee, just didn't care and wanted to keep everyone afraid, on edge, unable to close the shop (union), and his divide and conquor approach to management made everyone uneasy. On Chris Ledell's behalf, he was right that Don was not a good Director. That was a major reason I refused to join management their when Don and Manager harold tried to insist. Two managers there also tried to lie and hide a serious friable asbestos problem and faked studies. This danger affected all of us and the patients in the hospital. It was brought to some of our attention by licensed contractor's afraid to work there. Manager Harold's response was to me, "well Aaron, we're all going to die someday". This manager was nuts. He was trying to score points with Swedish Hospital and save them some money at all our expense--manager george Kevin's was the one who faked the studies and said there was no problem... A dispatcher (Nancy, they claimed I helped but I did not try to, I knew she'd sink her own ship, it was Chris Ledell who I knew would continue to be the source of my harrassment down the road once she was gone...and I was right) called OSHA in and found out the problem was very serious. I tried to have the problem fixed internally, she just wanted to get back at SMC--she actually was a bad person and worker who happened to do the right thing. Chris and I both knew Nancy was a bad person but the other swingshift engineers just kissed her ass and she was manipulating them to her favor. Chris was also right about Maria (a quick fling that I should never have got involved with but was young and impulsive)--she was a liar and vindictive when I didn't want to be with her anymore, she got mean and started spreading lies about me. Not much later she was no longer at SMC so she must have pissed other's off too. . Chris never liked her and I can see why. She thought nothing of spreading lies about me to hurt me just because I didn't want to get serious with her--weird because she was cheating on her husband. Is Chris Ledell (He tried to make me quit my job and be his personal stockbroker and was so mean about it I had a physical reaction that was very serious that landed me in the E.R., he was an angry person day to day and week to week, some days he was fine--like "Sybil" you never knew what kind of personality was going to come out sideways at you, Jim Story scared Cindey and I when he just proclaimed "it's time to get new dispatchers"--for no reason--just a power trip, Chris was a gay basher (he spread that I was gay and it turned out he was--he did it just to be mean!)and angry because he was coming out of the closet--he would make weird comments about underwear catalogues getting angry that they stuffed their crotches in front of me and weirded me out--I thought to myself "who cares?!" they just airbrush them--but because Chris felt inferior in some ways he would get angry over weird things and his humor was crude and mean spirited to a level of weirdness I'd never heard (he also spent about a half hour talking to an env. svcs supervisor about me in front of me saying "I should be poking asses!"--I'm straight and that really was too much!!; it continued to get much worse over the years because Chris Ledell was bored--the reason he told his wife on the phone. That justifies his abuse and targeting people? SMC sure didn't care!!! he would try to target other workers and put them down often which I just thought was mean--he needed to look at himself in the mirror (this included Cindey Forgey, Chuck Stevens, Bill Hubbard to name a few--I heard it continued after I was gone to by an engineer who met me at Safeway when I was a tech for the pharmacy and told me another dispatcher had gone to HR to complain about their treatment in the department as well...I tried to stop that but wasn't able to (this was all before Nancy came into the department--it was a hostile work environment); they other engineers just tried to pacify him as I heard him telling Gary Pletz; Chris also told his wife on the phone that he was just bored and that is why he had the other's target me etc, Chuck Stevens even wanted him to stop and Chris said no!, Chris also hated the fact I helped get the HR dept to hold a meeting about the acceptance of gay rights in the department of engineering and of course they targeted me (guess they didn't like human rights then at Swedish Engineering--there are so many details of the hostile work environment there that it is truly hard to name them all, Jim Story, Norm Peach, then Mike Eddy, Chuck Stevens, Maria, Cindey Forgey, etc. it built over time and people like Chris Ledell set the tone (the issues where he burned the bridge with me started before Nancy)--eventually like a good 'ol boy club they just act as a group and turn on you and they destroy you. HR dept will not let you transfer or get a different job, shift, anything.etc. They just help destroy a person such as what I and some other's I know of experienced. and SMC HR dept treating employee's better and is there more humane treatment in general of their employees? ES employees Maria and David were complete liars just trying to get back at me because I didn't want to date them anymore or be friends...they were too weird.
Does anyone know about Safeway's employee Robert Sasnet (egotistical asshole!), etc. and is he treating workers around him better now? That place was bad and a nightmare of lies and social games; not a good place for good, conscientious workers. It was not a difficult job. They did need to train people which they said they didn't do.
Are the police still spreading dirt about me to ruin my reputation or are they apologizing for the damage they've done?? Why would they never talk to me? How was the weird K/Christina (if that is her real name?)able to work with/use the police? Are you quite finished demeaning me illegally and will you stop spreading sh**? Talk to me instead, be mature men amd women about it! Hope they don't try and plant drugs or something in my room and stage a fake raid/search? How protected are we still? Did the police lie to/and or manipulate Crystal?? Or is she just that evil all by herself? I believe Crystal may be a psychopath? all by herself--why else would she have that behavior; she is a friend one minute then targeting me the next out of nowhere like "Faith" character from the Buffy series--seems quite fitting. She will not own up to her harrassment, lies spread (at night I couldn't sleep for many months at night because of people coming from the 5 Point Cafe talking negatively about me saying things that weren't true--esp. at 2 am when alcohol stopped being served--what a coincidence??), bullsh** but is well connected and can pull it off with people who do not know the truth. Shwe will not take responsibility and just spreads lies to "negative toward men" feminist women to dog me when all I was trying to do was make up, get her to stop, and she would not. She just kept spreading gossip and lies... I believe the reason C/Kristina psychopath girl in the U D was mad about a stupid public access tv show and had connections with the street kids and I believe the police and screwed me over and pushed me off the deep end (as I was trying to recover) and got away with it!!!! How does one hold the police accountable, C/Kristina, Crystal Jewell and all those involved? This hate crime/manipulative lie-game almost cost me my life and made me so angry (rage) combined with PTSD which led to OCD which led to my borrowing/paying back money from Stepworks for a short period because I was trying to get something back for everything taken from ME--my dignity, money, job/life, mental health and the list goes on... No one including my family and CPC and psychiatrist believed me because they couldn't understand why anyone would want to hurt me??? I don't to this day. I was nice to all the before mentioned culprits. They should be imprisoned for their lies, smear campaign games and hate crimes!!!!
Is it possible to make up with the police when they are the one's who destroyed me and set me up? They have the SPL setting me up right now with a bunk exclusionary order.
PTSD, depression, high stress into a meltdown do to extreme abuse and duress over long periods of time and then being set up at jobs (Fountain's Cafe and The Seattle Tower, etc.) to force myself, a very hard worker, to lose these jobs. I just pray in the future the police etc. will stop setting me up and lying about me. God help me... If anyone can talk to me about this let me know please...
I don't believe Ernie's story that he used to be police. I think he was an ex-gang member. He spread lies and tried to frame me I believe for all the thousands he stole from Stepworks. He bought sometimes hundreds of dollars of porno at a shop on our truck route, where did this money come from? Why is he allowed to work security after the thousands he stole? Ernie started social games by saying I was abusive to new trainees I was working with; it was a lie--I did nothing but help Ernie in every way including taking him to clinics and the hospital on the job. What is it with all these lies??? What a liar and a rat! Thanks Peggy for sticking me with him...
When will Jim Ware continue paying back the thousands of dollars (not certain of exact amount because he has the books with our work times in it) he owes me from working at The Seattle Tower??
Mark Kachel was a liar and I helped him as much as I could but his screaming abscenities do to his lack of dexterity in the job process combined with sexually harrassing women led to him having to be permanently fired by my bosses--mainly Larry. Maybe Peggy was afraid of him? What a liar and a rat!
Robert Cloud was a snake as well. After helping save his life and help him in general, he ended up spreading lies about me as well. He should be permanently kicked out of CPC Clubhouse and sued for slander. Why would someone lie, sexually harrass Victoria, and try to divide me from my friends and invite himself over to my place when he is not invited? Why would Peggy want me to be friends with him? What a rat!
I feel bad about borrowing money from Stepworks vending but since a year and half of being targeted for no reason in the U District and being destroyed, i went into a periods of crazy OCD spending and deeep into debt and so had to borrow some money to survive. I blacked out thru the targeting and harrassment from the U D before borrowing money (it was Jay/Jeremy who did, including from me) and do not know if I still owe anything. I've still been repaying amounts but don't know the balance? What was done to me in the U D was a capital crime in my book, senseless/unnecessary, and about the worst thing a person could do--pushing someone deep into OCD and putting themselves deep intoi debt and the having to figure out how to pay it back, survive. I did the best I could. That would have neve3r happened if what was done to me by the psycho Christina and the police had not been done to me. That should have been done to Patrick (who still owes me thousands...)
It turns out The 5 Point Cafe and Bar are allowed to cause hate crimes, spread smear campaigns with no consequence just to save themselves. Justice and the Constitution are dead!!
Have solidarity and together we can stand up for human rights in this extremely abusive and questionable age!
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Letter to the legislature 6 2-25-10
I hope you will consider the following ideas and needs:
1. We need to continue to maintain GAU or at the very least ensure the Disability Lifeline program. The federal money needed for this needs to come through to match the state level. The House bill going through right now needs support. In order to do so we need to start a flat tax or hopefully a progressive tax and consider taxing all millionaire's at 1.5%. We need transparency in how taxpayer's money is used at the local, state and federal levels. We need to maintain the social services and increase low income housing (charging tenants at a rate of 30-40% of their net income levels), The Housing Trust Fund is needed to be maintained or increased again through suggested tax ideas as earlier mentioned, Basic Health Plan needs support federally as many people rely on this!
2. The HOPE Act needs to be maintained and supported fiscally as well as the Responsible Living Skills Program so teens in need are helped as much as possible. When I volunteered at DYS, I saw that a good share of the kids who ran away needed to to protect themselves from problems at home.
3. People of low income (in housing or not) need access to legal help that will be able to effectively represent them and help them whether it's over housing and tenant's rights or being targeted through hate crimes and social games and smear campaigns that can be initiated through well connected individuals, organizations, business groups and their connections, etc. This would include the need for 'No Bullying in the Workplace', etc. People need to feel safe in their communities and not be smeared. We need enforcement on this. If necessary, use polygraphing as a tool toward truth. We must put an end toward predatory people (some wealthy and very disconnected from their less well to do brother's and sister's) who take advantage of the disadvantaged individuals who are targeted in this way. I know myself from personal experience.
4. We need more well trained PTSD counselors for our local community social service clinics. PTSD is just finally starting to be understood (personally I think it was ignored for decades with anyone except veterans), and many people are affected by it. Some have it to a pretty severe degree. Myself included. When someone cries out for help, for days, weeks, monthys, years, let's stop ignoring them or looking for an easy way out so not to have to take it seriously.
5. We need police oversight committees, and neighborhood block watch groups that keep predators and dangerous vigilante types under control. They can also help spot and stop smear campaigns--which can be cleverly set up and quietly carried out.
Thank you very much for listening,
Aaron Crosetto
1. We need to continue to maintain GAU or at the very least ensure the Disability Lifeline program. The federal money needed for this needs to come through to match the state level. The House bill going through right now needs support. In order to do so we need to start a flat tax or hopefully a progressive tax and consider taxing all millionaire's at 1.5%. We need transparency in how taxpayer's money is used at the local, state and federal levels. We need to maintain the social services and increase low income housing (charging tenants at a rate of 30-40% of their net income levels), The Housing Trust Fund is needed to be maintained or increased again through suggested tax ideas as earlier mentioned, Basic Health Plan needs support federally as many people rely on this!
2. The HOPE Act needs to be maintained and supported fiscally as well as the Responsible Living Skills Program so teens in need are helped as much as possible. When I volunteered at DYS, I saw that a good share of the kids who ran away needed to to protect themselves from problems at home.
3. People of low income (in housing or not) need access to legal help that will be able to effectively represent them and help them whether it's over housing and tenant's rights or being targeted through hate crimes and social games and smear campaigns that can be initiated through well connected individuals, organizations, business groups and their connections, etc. This would include the need for 'No Bullying in the Workplace', etc. People need to feel safe in their communities and not be smeared. We need enforcement on this. If necessary, use polygraphing as a tool toward truth. We must put an end toward predatory people (some wealthy and very disconnected from their less well to do brother's and sister's) who take advantage of the disadvantaged individuals who are targeted in this way. I know myself from personal experience.
4. We need more well trained PTSD counselors for our local community social service clinics. PTSD is just finally starting to be understood (personally I think it was ignored for decades with anyone except veterans), and many people are affected by it. Some have it to a pretty severe degree. Myself included. When someone cries out for help, for days, weeks, monthys, years, let's stop ignoring them or looking for an easy way out so not to have to take it seriously.
5. We need police oversight committees, and neighborhood block watch groups that keep predators and dangerous vigilante types under control. They can also help spot and stop smear campaigns--which can be cleverly set up and quietly carried out.
Thank you very much for listening,
Aaron Crosetto
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
It's your heart and awareness and willingness to act...
I did not start anything as they will tell you.
They got away with psychological murder one,
they want to send this message to everyone.
I did not manipulate anyone, however they have by the droves
They've lied while I've told the truth while I still can?
Deep down in my heart of hearts I am an innocent man.
Family and friends are too removed from this guerrilla war
to see it rages on...more subtly...spreading untruths and social games
everywhere around me.
Family and friends remain ignorant and confused thinking they
are helpless to act...
and what they can't see, they soon forget.
Convince everyone I'm crazy and nothing
and no one will listen to your awareness and reason...
If they can shut down mine/anyone's voice of reason they've won.
They will spin and manipulate other's ignorance around you.
If your lawyer's aren't good enough to stop this, people will
believe the lies of the police and ignorant community
the web they've spun...
They count on the fact you won't do enough to stop it in time.
Are you for truth? Or cowardice and the new American way...
(This is not just a rant about issues or pointless anger)
Thank you for listening,
Aaron
They got away with psychological murder one,
they want to send this message to everyone.
I did not manipulate anyone, however they have by the droves
They've lied while I've told the truth while I still can?
Deep down in my heart of hearts I am an innocent man.
Family and friends are too removed from this guerrilla war
to see it rages on...more subtly...spreading untruths and social games
everywhere around me.
Family and friends remain ignorant and confused thinking they
are helpless to act...
and what they can't see, they soon forget.
Convince everyone I'm crazy and nothing
and no one will listen to your awareness and reason...
If they can shut down mine/anyone's voice of reason they've won.
They will spin and manipulate other's ignorance around you.
If your lawyer's aren't good enough to stop this, people will
believe the lies of the police and ignorant community
the web they've spun...
They count on the fact you won't do enough to stop it in time.
Are you for truth? Or cowardice and the new American way...
(This is not just a rant about issues or pointless anger)
Thank you for listening,
Aaron
Friday, February 19, 2010
The Case for a New Economy"
"We can trace each of the major failures of our economic system to the misperception of money as wealth: the boom-and-bust cycles; the decimation of the middle class; families forced to choose between paying the rent, putting food on the table, and caring for their children; the decline of community life; and the wanton destruction of nature.
Once the belief that money is wealth is implanted firmly in the mind, it is easy to accept the idea that money is a storehouse of value rather than simply a storehouse of expectations, and that "making money" is the equivalent of "creating wealth". Because Wall Street makes money in breathtaking quantities, we have allowed it to assume control of the whole economy--and therein lies the source of our problem.
Financial collapse pulled away the curtain on the Wall Street alchemists to reveal an illusion factory that paid its managers outrageous sums for creating phantom wealth unrelated to the production of anything of real value. They were merely creating claims on the real wealth created by others--a form of theft.
Therefore, " Look at the big picture." "Look upstream to find the root cause. Find the systemic cause and fix the system so the problem will not recurr."
--David C. Korten
Once the belief that money is wealth is implanted firmly in the mind, it is easy to accept the idea that money is a storehouse of value rather than simply a storehouse of expectations, and that "making money" is the equivalent of "creating wealth". Because Wall Street makes money in breathtaking quantities, we have allowed it to assume control of the whole economy--and therein lies the source of our problem.
Financial collapse pulled away the curtain on the Wall Street alchemists to reveal an illusion factory that paid its managers outrageous sums for creating phantom wealth unrelated to the production of anything of real value. They were merely creating claims on the real wealth created by others--a form of theft.
Therefore, " Look at the big picture." "Look upstream to find the root cause. Find the systemic cause and fix the system so the problem will not recurr."
--David C. Korten
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Patrick Shepherd
I spent thousands and took him off the street. He came into my life at an extremely vulnerable time. I hoped some day he'd pay me back? Not so. I wonder if he really appreciated it? He admitted to me a couple times that he was a pathological liar and that he would never go back to prison. He said he do anything to make sure of that. He is a bit of a sociopath... He did some good in the beginning helping me when I was compromised and helped out with cooking. Even though I paid for most of it/if not all of it. He threw in some money and food stamps as he got assistance. A drop in the bucket compared to what I paid and did for him. But he must ruin and sabotage a good thing. I helped three others stay off the street, they were much more grateful. Most were able to get housing and make ends meet. Hoped he'd avail himself of housing and get himself a job? He didn't. He lied and told people he worked and wasn't happy. Both lies. He would lie to our mutual friends some times out of jealousy to hurt me. He was a perpetual liar. He was a perpetual thief I found out and I hoped I'd finally talked him out of it? Now that he has assistance, he may choose to drop that life. I got him a full time job with benefits (which he didn't stay with) and some small gigs for extra money and he just took it for granted... I bailed him out of a job mistake he made landscaping; really bad mistake. He became greedier and less helpful, self centered and disobeyed most of our agreed upon rules. Smoked in my room, got drunk with his friends and trashed my room and broke things--numerous times! He was just out to manipulate me and other people for his own purposes and I have no idea what he's out saying and spreading right now... Don't listen to him please. He owes me a lot of money and will lie about me to keep from paying it back.
Aaron
Aaron
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
The City that Drips in Blood...
Mammon is what America worships,
not love,
It's vengeance slights the dove.
Evil justified
by forging the lie
Allows sheep their illusions
villified.
Unholy alliances building strength
in false altars, confusion at points of origin
for some, while others continue
in prayer toward skewing truth...
Men in blue masks given darkening
power,
To bread unreason, like monsters
they will crucify...
Lest reason and love meet and purify~~
Aaron
not love,
It's vengeance slights the dove.
Evil justified
by forging the lie
Allows sheep their illusions
villified.
Unholy alliances building strength
in false altars, confusion at points of origin
for some, while others continue
in prayer toward skewing truth...
Men in blue masks given darkening
power,
To bread unreason, like monsters
they will crucify...
Lest reason and love meet and purify~~
Aaron
Latest bad news
Now the city workers have been misinformed and are spreading that I am a shoplifter, and the police seem to be racing to find a way to put me a way/ plant something/ get me ruined because I believe they are and have been under investigation. This is really serious stuff. They would murder me in jail/prison. The date they said I stole something from the library, I actually was very sick and only went to NSCC--Jan. 8th. I was not even in a library??! I still have not heard back on my request for review over this issue by the Seattle Public Library system. Set up Set up Set up! What do I do? Corruption is endemic and anyone who the authorities perceive has too much faith by the people and is trying to make change and calls them on their brutality and corruption as I have, is a direct threat to the authoritarian takeover of Seattle/country. Where's the Mayor? Where's the police oversight committees? Where's advocacy? Where's anything?
'nuff said,
Aaron
'nuff said,
Aaron
Monday, February 15, 2010
As we enter the corporate authoritarian world...
...nostalgic democracy is fading to black?
Aaron>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!
Aaron>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>!!!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
PTSD/OCD effects~~
Since I can't get any relevant help from CPC and have been strung along for years, I have to figure out a way to get a grip on getting my frustrations out by writing things down and posting or leaving them. Our society does not have proper channels for these issues and for such sufferers of abuse, so I need to crack a beer or eat carrot sticks or exercise instead...find someway to fight off the urge to write out my feelings when in siege from others and need to express myself in self defense. When they yell out cruelties, spread lies, bait me, play social games--it builds up and the anger comes, no one ever in danger, I just write. Through a series of blckouts do to police, C/Kristina, Crystal, Letia, Bob, etc. harrassment, it just builds up and I have to write but I don't know what all I've written? Of wahat I can remember it was all true, mostly appropriate, some of it out there, and some probably not appropriate. I apologize for myself for the not appropriate stuff, but anger and PTSD compounded for years--well--one simply needs not be ignored, but helped.
Aaron
Aaron
I hope people watch/read~~
"Give Me Liberty" by Naomi Wolf
"The Decline of America" dvd with Naomi Wolf as speaker
And many other things I should mention, these just seem imperative.
When the Seattle Public library lies and trumps up charges against you, then you know you've lost a safe haven of the first amendment and access to information and are slipping quickly into Orwell's 1984 kind of world. Seattle needs to change so badly, need more people up to the challenge.
Thanks Aaron
"The Decline of America" dvd with Naomi Wolf as speaker
And many other things I should mention, these just seem imperative.
When the Seattle Public library lies and trumps up charges against you, then you know you've lost a safe haven of the first amendment and access to information and are slipping quickly into Orwell's 1984 kind of world. Seattle needs to change so badly, need more people up to the challenge.
Thanks Aaron
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Are Monsters due on Maple Street?
We have a Constitution
We have a Bill of Rights
We have a multi ethnic body of people
We are guaranteed certain inalienable rights
We are guaranteed protection against hate crimes
We need to be protected from harrassment in the work place
Groups and organized mobs of people can be far worse than individuals
They will use fear tactics, create self doubt, spin situations or pull
them out of context, or try to rewrite the past, create hysteria...
they campaign not against abuse, but for it and try to justify it.
We have institutions that are here to protect us from such abuses
We do not have to live our lives in terror like in a junta/dictatorship
Yet, I live in terror. If I can so can you.
Anyone speaking on behalf of themselves, their rights and the rights of others
can be a target these days...
Values imply we have a soul, conscience, heart, inate beauty, and do not have to
choose to be bought off like prostitutes
Take a stand for what you know is right deep down in your heart of hearts,
not one based on fear and ignorance.
Write your legislature.
We have a Bill of Rights
We have a multi ethnic body of people
We are guaranteed certain inalienable rights
We are guaranteed protection against hate crimes
We need to be protected from harrassment in the work place
Groups and organized mobs of people can be far worse than individuals
They will use fear tactics, create self doubt, spin situations or pull
them out of context, or try to rewrite the past, create hysteria...
they campaign not against abuse, but for it and try to justify it.
We have institutions that are here to protect us from such abuses
We do not have to live our lives in terror like in a junta/dictatorship
Yet, I live in terror. If I can so can you.
Anyone speaking on behalf of themselves, their rights and the rights of others
can be a target these days...
Values imply we have a soul, conscience, heart, inate beauty, and do not have to
choose to be bought off like prostitutes
Take a stand for what you know is right deep down in your heart of hearts,
not one based on fear and ignorance.
Write your legislature.
Friday, February 12, 2010
Boxed in
Police self-righteous anger, sociopathic vengeance
No more rights, plugged into their sights
No trace of their set up or murder.
Or just trump up and manipulate a trial
for a planned execution behind bars...
PTSD scars from their screw up, cover up,
a psychopathic farce!
I always have the option of suicide to complete
their crime scene...
They can lie and destroy and keep a good man
from working...how high up does the lie go?
Is there no one who can help...?
Do you know what I mean?
I have no mouth and I must scream...!
(Strong thoughts)
No more rights, plugged into their sights
No trace of their set up or murder.
Or just trump up and manipulate a trial
for a planned execution behind bars...
PTSD scars from their screw up, cover up,
a psychopathic farce!
I always have the option of suicide to complete
their crime scene...
They can lie and destroy and keep a good man
from working...how high up does the lie go?
Is there no one who can help...?
Do you know what I mean?
I have no mouth and I must scream...!
(Strong thoughts)
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Now a bunch of valuable laundry stolen!!
Thieves in this apartment building finally struck me at a bad time! Is it worth it putting in a police report? They've never recovered anything from the myriad of police reports I've filed in the past...
Aaron Grrrrrrrrrr!
Aaron Grrrrrrrrrr!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Thanks for your help!!
This thanks goes out to Marta and Victoria for their needed help and offering while I've been sick, having a really bad ear infection and a painful toe infection...they are my true family!
thanks always and forever grateful, love Aaron
thanks always and forever grateful, love Aaron
Saturday, February 6, 2010
Please have a handy bottle of Xanax and...
Read Howard Zinn's book, "A People's History of the United States, 1492--Present"
It's seems scarily honest, breaks required!
Aaron
It's seems scarily honest, breaks required!
Aaron
Friday, February 5, 2010
Please sign this petition as a start...
I hope you will check out this website: movetoamend.org. This is but a start.
I do not want big corporate finance money buying prostitute politicians who will support their interests when "We The People" were endowed with the rights to vote in our representatives and leadership. Cap the amount of money and keep it quite limited for lobby groups. Allow the public to vote on these limits. We do not want special interest groups of multinationals (essentially faceless to the majority of the public), foreign companies and that inevitable mix, not to mention Chinese government and companies determining our future needs and rights which can be affected in a dangerous slippery slope. Eventually say goodbye to healthcare, worker's rights, national parks, farming outside of Montesanto, amendments and rights needed for the people, National Parks (destroyed for mining and coal and oil interests--imagine how happy CEO Blankenship and those like him would be), etc.), need I go on? Let's eliminate the Electoral College completely and have a direct democratic vote by absentee ballot only (no electronic voting). Yes it will take some time to count, so be it; more jobs in that process. If the public is going to "wag the dog" and breathe life back into this financially corrupt government where it's cup of greed overfloweth... Then these suggestions are more than needed. Get on board, vote and be heard!
Aaron Crosetto
I do not want big corporate finance money buying prostitute politicians who will support their interests when "We The People" were endowed with the rights to vote in our representatives and leadership. Cap the amount of money and keep it quite limited for lobby groups. Allow the public to vote on these limits. We do not want special interest groups of multinationals (essentially faceless to the majority of the public), foreign companies and that inevitable mix, not to mention Chinese government and companies determining our future needs and rights which can be affected in a dangerous slippery slope. Eventually say goodbye to healthcare, worker's rights, national parks, farming outside of Montesanto, amendments and rights needed for the people, National Parks (destroyed for mining and coal and oil interests--imagine how happy CEO Blankenship and those like him would be), etc.), need I go on? Let's eliminate the Electoral College completely and have a direct democratic vote by absentee ballot only (no electronic voting). Yes it will take some time to count, so be it; more jobs in that process. If the public is going to "wag the dog" and breathe life back into this financially corrupt government where it's cup of greed overfloweth... Then these suggestions are more than needed. Get on board, vote and be heard!
Aaron Crosetto
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